Murray Faces Consequences Today

For two years we've had this ordeal hanging around with no end it seemed in sight. Postponements, arguments, pointing fingers, separation, difference of opinions, theories, even the belief that Jackson could be still alive. Anything to will the pain away, to make the day more bearable--that is until today.

The wound just begins the process of trying to heal from a months worth of trial, witnesses and unexpected voice recordings. We listen in shock, our hearts once again fill with pain, hearing the words, that seemed even in that state, beautiful and from the soul, yet we'd never hear them again ever. It's the last words of Michael Jackson for us.

The pain rips through most of us like nothing ever has to know today, a day of reckoning one would say, the end of an ordeal, punishment for deeds done. Today we shall once again hear the words of both attorney's, pleading for justice on one hand and defending on the other.  

Two mothers will sit in the same court. One with a broken heart wanting revenge for her lost baby, her son that she will never, ever see again and her tears will never stop flowing once this day is done. On the other side will be the mother of Dr. Murray, pleading that her son didn't mean to do what he did, he got caught up in the moment, let his guard down and became the fall guy for something he should have never got mixed up with. Her heart is heavy, filled with pain, her son, is alive, but will be punished. Yet she can go home not with a broken heart, as Mrs. Jackson will, but more with the heartache of the mistakes that her son did to a human being without regard. That's harder to deal with, but not as hard as losing a child or having to bury them.

Two lives were caught up in a tangled web of deception. One a huge star, having a problem, wanting sleep. The other, wanting the money, the fame and the woman that came with being around his famous patient.  Both were blinded by one another, Michael was blinded by his belief of trusting too much, the other his belief that he would be famous heart surgeon in time.

One lead the other to think what they did was right, when really both were so wrong. The doctor let his guard down, became careless, forgot who he truly was, blindsided by the thoughts of what was to be on the tour and one mistake lead to another. Incompetence is a mere statement for what he caused for both himself and others who became the victim of his mistakes.

Those who stand out like vampires, crave the blood and vengeance of the one facing his sentencing today. Salivating for the maximum justice to be done. 

Yet whether it fits or not, doesn't matter really--in time the ultimate justice will be faced with in a place not of this earth.
Michael Jackson may not be with us, but he'll always be in  memory. His music, his HIStory lives on. 

 For those of us who have been with him, felt him, held him, loved him, adored him, cherished him, and watched his magic as we've never had before, we are the lucky ones --we had him in our lives, we knew him, we understood him, we watched him rise from a child on up to his last moments. We saw him fumble and cry and come back stronger. We are the ones that he could connect to and understand him as he wanted to be understood. We wanted nothing from him, but his smile and his cantor. We are the ones who are hurting the most from his loss and will be hurt for sometime.  Losing a wonderful entertainer, friend, lover and soulmate. 

Michael Jackson has left us way too soon, yet his life and how we believe, and keeping the faith can make us get through it as we always have before ....the light may have gone out for now...but we can make his name live on forever in our hearts, in our memories and for always until we meet him again.                              

  "Can't stop loving you."

"I hear your voice now
you are my choice now
The Love you bring
Heaven's in my heart
at your call
I hear Harps
and angels sing"